Rushda Rafeek

Homeward Himalaya

Years from now, women become vermillion inferno,
the afterbirth of cunt-deep forest where your fingers
cede the pleasure I once promised to wear for you:
the silk of Sanskrit smoke, sapphires frosting
my mouth, Ganges garland, the begum’s bedspread
of dreams in the hope to return like a theatre of arrows
where I can’t be loved. I could leave — as we filch
a teeth of icicles stunned to glass swallowing
the saffron’s ode. I could leave
when your breath wrestles a body of indigo-night
built into god statues with ash-filled avarice.


After the Hagiography of a Garden Lover

In Farsi, you disappear into a Hafizian moon. This is
the greening of my slit zubaan. I say it slowly —
misplaced as far as oblivescence in the urdu conscious
struck by nymphs. This night, a night brimming
with breasts of liquid shiraz. I press your lithe of panthers
to belly-sweat lucid as onyx on tambourine. When God
is a wet crescent, each prayer wakes us into mysticism.
Each collapse so mute yet finds you ravish the courtyard
with rainbows. And I know pride is primal, dangles like
honeycomb tricked into fretwork of your own desert dark
where my arms are august and starry hunger.


Rushda Rafeek is currently based in Sri Lanka. Among the works published is a nomination for the Pushcart Prize, finalist of the Wasafiri New Writing Prize (2017) and winner of the Annual Nazim Hikmet Poetry Contest (2018).

 

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Art Currim

HOSPITALITY

In a tribal hamlet near Karjat, a hut’s vacated
so our scout pack may rest up for the night.

We’re invited to dine with our displaced host;
milled grains cooked on a clay stove fueled

by wood chips and dry cow dung pats. Squatting
on hard-packed earth, we share canned offerings

that prove unpalatable to our patron’s brood;
their own are tinged with soot and generosity.

We avail of nature’s facilities out in the fields,
hand-pumping well water to brush our teeth;

then, turning down the wick of a soot-lined oil lamp,
we swing shut the thatched door of our mud chalet.

The next morning, Sunil risks the skills of the barber;
taking the high chair in the square by a banyan tree

under which the local elders convene, smoking biris,
chewing paan, to pontificate over disputes and tithes.

Two passing village belles stare and giggle at his shorn
embarrassment; hazing his bowl-cut as ruthlessly as we.


PLATFORM

Rustled and roused from slumber on lumber,
railway tracks cracking dawn’s amethyst glow;
we trusting travelers – we takers-on and
we choo-and-hiss thiss and that-at-at as
the Express eases into Guntakal Junction.

Holed up in my upper bunk, I’m the invisible Man –
eavesdropping on my parents’ hushed concerns
for the future – through the rumble and hoot,
I absorb a simplified message, the scale of
our journey embarked into the unknown.

All day yesterday, the towns rolled by; each
station stretching my tongue further afield
as I tried to pronounce it – Thane, Kalyan,
Karjat, Khadki, Daund, Kurduvadi, Solapur –
every grinding halt to the calls of tea-vendors,
shouting “garama-garam! hot hot chai!!
poured with panache from weathered flasks.

While we slept, the train crossed
an invisible divide into the South –
we halt at a tropical mélange, vibrant
new palette of blue, red, mango;
indecipherable signs, a vibrant intensity
of chatter and crowd, the clatter and cluck
of local hoppers transporting poultry to market.
No more calls for chai – instead, the brewy aroma
of filtered chicory coffee wafts, milky and sweet –
the South’s true miracle!

Dad has stopped at the idli vendor, buying them
steaming, dipped in butter and served on banana leaves;
spicy coconut chutney, sambar, and some of that hot coffee
to wash it down – he returns with the steaming savory cakes
and the beaming smile and twinkle he reserves only for us.

He points to the hills that crest the outskirts of town –
resting among ancient Jain and Hindu temples
and a Catholic shrine, he says,
lie the century-old tombs of two Sufi saints.
It’s known that their poetry often served to keep
the peace between rioting Hindus and Muslims;
their tombs are now a popular daytime destination.

At a discrete distance along the platform,
a group of pilgrims roll up their prayer mats;
embracing wordlessly, and only love.

Here on the platform,
everything meets everything;
everyone touches everyone
moving, mingling, connecting,
we touch and then journey apart.

With a jerk and a shudder, we’re rolling again –
picking up fast past a waking wayside world;
past ox-carts piled high with produce
picked fresh by farmer’s hand – look,
Rickshaw Max is racing us to the approaching
railway crossing, and will likely beat us to it,
whooping and grinning as he must each day.

At the daily dairy depot, milkmen
attend cascades of fresh-boiled milk
poured into their beat-up canisters,
then strapped saddle-bag-style
on their bicycles. They clamber on,
fighter pilots on a morning sortie –
a practiced wobble, a gunning of speed;
puddles and potholes skillfully cleared,
they fly off into who knows what new day.

Homeward, Bound

Mumbai 2014

1
I’m thrust into a world of diesel fumes,
air brakes, and rickshaw honks;
the catcalls of vendors hawking
loose smokes, coffee, cola,
and currencies of every hue
to the cargo cult that throngs the
Arrivals terminal at Sahar Airport.

Veering clear of polyester pantsuits
and sugar-fingered kids,
I coax a squeaking luggage cart
past lolling cops, buses, touts,
and double-parked taxicabs;
following unwillingly the once-familiar
noxious trail of sewage, and brine.

Toxic gusts of lead, chrome,
and lung-lining particulates
waft in from the sweat shops that
populate Dharavi, Asia’s largest slum –
a sprawling maze of sheds and pathways
where children raised amidst shit and
sulfides pack happy-faced toys bound
for fast-food hooked girls and boys.

Labor is on clearance here
every day of the year.
The cost of my living hangs like
a cloud over those who live
without plumbing or mattresses;
yet tend hope, nurse dreams,
and gaze up nights
at the same stars.

2
Soon, I am ensconced in my
South Bombay family’s digs –
Darjeeling tea, home-made snacks,
afternoon naps, salt-lipped breeze.
But when I step out,
I’m reminded that all trace of me
and the connections I knew are erased.

I’ve spent decades in exile,
letting go of family and friends.
Old buddies hold court at lunches
set and served by inscrutable help;
chat rotates around German SUVs,
Bollywood galas, weekend digs
a speedboat dash across the bay.

I don’t quite click in this crowd;
our shared memories long replaced
by seasons weathered,
parents passed, children born.
Building a new life in the U.S.,
obsessed with survival, then success –
I slowly forgot them all;
and they forgot me, too.

Kids of the kids I played with
now rule our street corners,
fathers’ve handed over to sons.
I pass my old neighbor Remu – watch
him double-take, furrow-browed,
and rack his brain; stirring up
something that has to have happened
once upon a time.

Born in Bombay, Art Currim emigrated to Canada in his 20’s and has since led a multifarious life as a video game director, composer, industrial designer, and entrepreneur. He is these days a writer and poet with pointed opinions on displacement, immigrant identity, and the purpose of it all. He splits his life between Los Angeles and Vancouver, and dallies around the Rest of the World as if it were a used bookstore. Art’s work is published in Tia Chucha Press’ “Coiled Serpent” Anthology, Entropy, Yay!LA Mag, Dryland Literary Magazine, and The Women Group, among others.

 

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Kanya Kanchana

Bhuvaneśvarī

In the dark cavern
older than knowing, I
asked her, my Queen, what
the measure of this world?

Rose from her left
palm a black thunder moon,
thrilled an arc in the air, set
bright in her right.

I was
before I was.

First things first, I
devoured her sigils, ह्रींhrīṃ
ॐoṃ
, her thresholdic runes.
Rolled up the matrix
like a carpet, closed
the space between us.

It is what it is — she
threw back her head.
It is what it is — she
knocked on my chest.
It is what it is — and
we have things to do.



Kanya Kanchana is a poet and translator from India engaged in practice, teaching, and Sanskrit philological research at the intersection of tantra and yoga. Her work has appeared in POETRYAsymptoteThe CommonExchangesWaxwingMuse India, and elsewhere. Her poetry was shortlisted for the 2019 Disquiet Prize.

 

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Yamini Pathak

Ghazal for The Children Born Far From Home

to my sons

Gather rotis for stray cows, scatter rice for the ragged crow
I’ve severed you from old ways, this is my sorrow

It takes practice to scoop daal with your fingers, taste spice on the honey
of your hot skin before you swallow, this is my sorrow

Rama scaled the ocean/Bheeshma died pillowed on a bed of arrows
Their ghosts in your marrow unstirring, this is my sorrow

In the bazaar you petted unblemished baby goats, you didn’t know
they were meant for slaughter, this is my sorrow

Exiled from a language where yesterday also means tomorrow
You wander thirsty with no tongues, this is my sorrow

I will be your compass, my bones are yours to borrow
My body your only true country, this is my sorrow


Yamini Pathak is a former software engineer turned poet and freelance writer. She was born and raised in India and now lives in New Jersey. Her poetry and non-fiction have appeared in WaxwingThe Kenyon Review blog, RattleJaggery, and elsewhere. She writes a monthly art column for The Hindu newspaper’s Young World publication. Yamini received much of her writing education at VONA/Voices (Voices of Our Nations Arts Foundation), Community of Writers, and workshops run by The Speakeasy Project and Winter Tangerine journal. 

 

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Nat Raha

       (sonnet)



takes what fleshtones from our
kelp & ink split on dark
eyes & washed in the hers
-tory of desiring.
                                   calves
solo bare ramparts
: raw metropole’s foreclosures,
greyed.

                         if yous compelled 
     by directives & gives
     up on queer love ,   
   
         in these next night returns      
         (or jet to it, prosper!) 
     onto our declining hands 
     cold as cuts the astronomical light









                                                  … freeze in the dream stock , 
                                slid beyond best & taken freely
                                to tongues,, this

                                                  larder open to all who would stum
                                                  -ble, invitation to feast. we took

                       road beside the hill, regency cut-off 
                       spoke its news to all encountered, evening light
                       takes the day’s heat edge, & round⎯

                                cut to glass walkway, footfall quell the
                                distance of the police barricade
                                , leith,, tarmac, armour, slow smoke up 
                                -surge scene on mute / more
                                                  talk with the passing, discern
                                                  this below 

                                                                   : you, who I do not yet know 
                                                   bejewelled
                                    , tall juxt. to dark hair the light
                                              hits heels yours as the police
                                              charge the barricade beneath, smoke dou-
                                                                     sing scene / fear for
                                                                     the glass in the horse
                                                                     charge. this canteen 
                                                                belonging to students,, dive 
                                              into lift / though i block 
                                              departure to give/ask a name, voices

                                                         dropped. door crash against my frame, dark
                                                         a red jacket. take turn on these 
                                                         mechanics, liberating what foods for the flesh 


                                                                                                                         [15 july 18]



Nat Raha is a poet, musician and trans / queer activist-scholar, living in Edinburgh, Scotland. She is the author of numerous pamphlets and three collections of poetry: of sirens, body & faultlines (Boiler House Press, 2018), countersonnets (Contraband Books, 2013), and Octet (Veer Books, 2010). Her work has been translated into German, Greek, Portuguese and Spanish. Nat has a PhD in queer Marxism and contemporary poetry from the University of Sussex, as is a postdoctoral researcher on the ‘Cruising the 70s: Unearthing Pre-HIV/AIDS Queer Sexual Cultures’ research project at the Edinburgh College of Art. She is the co-editor of Radical Transfeminism zine.

 

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Naveed Khan

Massacre or Masterpiece

It’s either massacre or masterpiece, master please, let’s mass appeal to mass appease to match the ease. Seal the pores like cream or a tub of vaseline, grease the machine and forget how to dream. Ignore the means, too blind to lead, unable to see the truth from what it seems. It’s either massacre or masterpiece, a Jackson Pollock in the streets every time we bleed. They’ll always blame the seed, but you can’t fault the paint brush for the fingers’ greed. It’s either massacre or masterpiece, the top tricks are reserved for politics; it’s toxic the way they talk sick spreading ill wills selectively as if on the tips of chopsticks. So much ambition has lost it causing callous and caustic. Society is a mosh pit of agnostic bigots and cynics that mimic the very sins that cost them. Sycophants commit a sick offence, all because we aim to please – but it’s either massacre or masterpiece, and an entire population with bruised knees.



Naveed Khan was made in Bangladesh and structurally refined in various parts of Canada, most prominently in Toronto, Ontario. He was [voluntarily] institutionally reconditioned at York University, where he foolishly conceived that pursuing a profession in English education would be just and noble. This is why he types as such. You can visit his website at naveedk.com, and find him on Twitter and Instagram @_navk.

 

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Ching-In Chen

I started writing speculative responses during the 2016 Tax Day floods when I couldn’t leave my house. I started using the language of terrible Google translations of my dad’s Facebook statuses to write about how surreal it felt to be forced stationary; about living in the Third Ward with a sense of sped-up gentrification time, and then circling back during and after Hurricane Harvey. I fed these different strands/threads/times into each other. What merged – weird narrative snatches and explorations. Later, I listened to Diane Glancy read to us, encouraging a half-listen and half-write. Her language as tuning fork, associative leap.

after so many days fled from scattering mold

watch window punch back 
invading water
let go Thursday birds stranded on roof no matter we flee he will not leave
watch closer dock floating

in seam I watched through doorway as he grew open in back

*

hinge I don’t think twice about insert my ghost
when she’s not looking grew up sharing same pants and sweater
both chewing a hot pair of steaks she doesn’t recognize these days
swinging her long disaster hair her terrible stranger
lips made up to night
I want to say, in future
you will lose all hair
and maybe your mother
but surprise a winner how we deal with discharge
keeps us forward and nimble a laugh on gas knee

*

all hair will scatter
all window punch
all water invade then birds sink surprise
it’s your mother Thursday fleeing the seam
when she’s not looking we both share a hot pair

tuning fork conversation

       listening to Diane Glancy on QWERTYUIOPASDFGHJKLZXCVBNM (The Keyboard Letters)


“why are we here in the wilderness?”

to wrestle with lefting desire in an old Chinese junket grasp all the legs
going by a yolking cracking ground

pages of that old notebook visiting the Holy Park theme park thirty years
working on disruption

rejected again and again a clump of old stormy stories which don’t like one
another a non-working watch congealing on my wrist



whatever that means this entry in the creek a mustard seed signature to herd rough
pecan weather through passing twenty-six letters through undercurrent fire


stifled by wishing we more orderly mother window even the seams well planned

such a pleasure towards finish to tie our half-starved
differences together all we got to form a mathematics of wilderness

‘how can what I see be trusted?’

but I have my own sweetfeed world to go


Ching-In Chen is the author of The Heart’s Traffic (Arktoi/Red Hen Press, 2009) and recombinant (Kelsey Street Press, 2017; winner of the 2018 Lambda Literary Award for Transgender Poetry). Chen is also the co-editor of The Revolution Starts at Home: Confronting Intimate Violence Within Activist Communities (South End Press, 2011; AK Press 2016) and Here Is a Pen: an Anthology of West Coast Kundiman Poets (Achiote Press, 2009). They have received fellowships from Kundiman, Lambda, Watering Hole, Can Serrat and Imagining America and are a part of Macondo and Voices of Our Nations Arts Foundation writing communities. Their work has appeared in The Best American Experimental Writing, The &NOW Awards 3: The Best Innovative Writing, and Troubling the Line: Trans and Genderqueer Poetry and Poetics. A community organizer, they have worked in the Asian American communities of San Francisco, Oakland, Riverside, Milwaukee and Boston. A poetry editor of the Texas Review, they currently teach creative writing at Sam Houston State University. www.chinginchen.com

 

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Jay Besemer

underground

this critical cycle                     years spent underground
like a locust nymph weathering damage above
sitting out the battle because a larger struggle is yet to
come you see how things pass

he says       there is no justifiable war in the age of nuclear
weapons
so underground is where we stay
because war is made everywhere & there is no place
for us to live

the sound of the drones & planes is too much even under the 
earth we wait to be changed

fade

first that business with the night       & the startle reflex
times stranded among no one you know all
those strangers eyeing you

then her memory loss & your blast of recollection    &
collation temporally unmoored like a hero
whose dream determines the next experience

trains rumble everywhere       in waking or in sleep   
& the dream becomes the kind with a train in it &
the odor of rotting flesh

she doesn’t remember

there was a window                        it led to the sky          but
there was nothing around it there was a door open
onto a path through the woods but she never cared
for the forest

& these places fade       the light around them turns to metal
the metal flakes in oxidized ruin wind rises what
do you find beneath it
some tiny bones              & a playbill


Jay Besemer is the author of the poetry collections Theories of Performance (The Lettered Streets Press, forthcoming 2019), The Ways of the Monster (KIN(D) Texts and Projects/The Operating System, 2018), Crybaby City (Spuyten Duyvil, 2017), Chelate (Brooklyn Arts Press, 2016) and Telephone (Brooklyn Arts Press, 2013). He was a finalist for the 2017 Publishing Triangle Award for Trans and Gender-Variant Literature. Find him online at www.jaybesemer.net and on Twitter @divinetailor.

Speculative genres of writing, film and television have always suggested the possibility of a future for me—something that, as a young chronically ill trans person growing up in the 70s & 80s, I could never take for granted. These poems come from a lifelong saturation by and of alternate worlds, selves, and ideas. They combine the current moment of “perpetual war”—and the need to respond to constantly increased threats to trans lives/bodies—with the complementary search for solace and care.

Ryan Tarr

the spiral is the object

the tight squeeze of chains wrapping me
pulled out of muck or dust
my origin feels damp
and I can hear a hiss or a whisper peaking through
is this the feeling of the mind trying to upload itself?

sweating under my dog skin
i’ll pretend the grooves in my teeth are stone carvings:
Artifact from an Ancient Occupant
(put it on the side, not the lid)
but they never see it in that context, different from here
The Primary Context
chains are the id
chains are the soil

//////**//

there’s a word
or texture
scent
that i’ve been exposed to
about the purification of bones
that i can’t remember
my body feels uncomfortable
as i feel undesired
the sweat
the sense of dread
when i see my own
body in the mirror

//////**//

looking at myself and thinking
is this body a corpse?
are its parts held together through necromancy?
in the bathroom i let my body collapse
in on itself like a dying star
i want reality to follow
it’s not stable anyway
and if i was the force that caused it to fully collapse
i’d be self-satisfied


//////**//

desolation and community
uncertain visions in dystopic landscapes
fingers grappling with chains, links counted like hail mary’s
the sound of shovels turning soil
sharp and dull, foreboding changes
gardens planted and fruits harvested under desert sun

let’s intersperse the calm and the frenzied

water runs over rocks
a chain glimpsed under sediment
patterns like snake skin

runes drawn in sand
writing to focus thoughts, like straightening blades

shot through substrate
how do i hold up under scrutiny?
thinking of cyber realities, of abstracted visions

//////**//

i’m vanilla, stagnant and unsexed
these cysts on my thumb are from misuse
the stains on my skin are from soaking in my own mess
a result of repeated inattentiveness

would it make it easier if i felt bad about it?
my body, stationary, investigated by wasps

The Spiral is the object
Remember that at the center of my person is a spiral

i’m not sure where i am
i’ve become metaphysically avoidant
are you expecting me to reveal some truth about these objects?

maybe i’m so nervous because we talk about the way things are at their core
and there is no core

i can see the oil on the surface
and i can feel it on my lips


ryan tarr is a white non-binary artist from michigan, relocating to california. you can reach them @g0r3_g1rl or at rwt1515@gmail

these pieces were all composed in 2018 in Austin TX – starting as scattered fragments written from anxiety, then wove together. my asexuality, body dysphoria and the weight of contemporary dystopia keep converging and asking ‘what is this body for?’ I waver between trying to answer that, and trying to escape to a reality where I don’t have to.

Noel Jones

Reassignment

       I never had enough legs, and I wanted to breathe water instead of air. It took me a quarter of a life to figure out what was wrong. It took five octopus lifetimes, so I was well behind my peers. I watched them on NatGeo Instagram videos and wished to dive into ocean trenches, to camouflage my skin to match the ocean floor.
       A research hospital offered surgery to fix me. On the morning of the procedure I made Mom eggs, and sat across the table watching her since I wasn’t allowed to eat. She prodded her fork at the soft dome of dandelion yellow yolk rising above the white. I’d slightly burned them, so there were brownish foamy flakes among the white expanse below the rising yolk. A turbulent sea of egg. She sunk the tines in deep enough that the yolk gave under the pressure, but not enough that it broke and gushed through, the membrane perforated but not broken. I watched her and ground the inside of my cheek between my teeth. I’d been trying to break that habit.
       She put her fork down, braided her fingers together on the bit of the table in front of her plate and peered at me. She didn’t speak. She was waiting for me to explain, maybe, more than she was putting me to judgment. Though by the squint of her eyes she was most likely doing both. Mom reminded me of a wolf, but a tired one. Used to denying her animal nature.
       “I need to do this,” I told her, “I was becoming afraid of the way my heart shuddered instead of beat. This body I’m in keeps forgetting to breathe for me.” Her eyes fell closed, and she pinched where her eyebrows creased trying to meet each other. I don’t think it helped. “Are you going to take me to the restaurant?”
       “You don’t need to go to work anymore,” she declared this, but didn’t look at me. “So what, after this you’ll be gone, Gemima? Out of my life?” My stomach twisted, and to calm its writhing I had to stand and leave the table. I stood next to the couch. My knees begged me to give in.
       “I’ll live in the ocean, Mom. I wouldn’t be far, if you wanted me.” She went back to her room with a sigh. Hunger made the room waver. I went to sleep swaddled in the sheets she laid out on the couch for me.
       Lilly had to wake me by honking her horn from the curb, because Mom didn’t let me know she’d arrived. Rushed out the door, I left the bag the doctors told me to prepare, in case I reneged and needed a change of clothes to slink home in. Lilly bared her teeth at me as I got into the car. I think she meant to smile. The weight of wanting to ask me why weighed the corners of her mouth down. They were chapped and shedding scales. She had a tendency to pick at the skin while she worried. I wanted to tell her the doctors could make her a snake if she wanted, the scales had made me think, she’d just have to figure out what kind, but I didn’t.
       “I need a world of water to hold me up,” I tried to answer the question Lilly wouldn’t ask.
       She smiled then, a crooked one with wistful water snake tails winding in the her eyes dark like the deep middle of a pond. She was near tears. “Can I hold your hand while I drive?” The answer was yes, of course. Her thumb drew circles in the back of my hand, the shapes morphing into the more complex as we drove. I think she was testing ideas for a series of drawings there on me, like all those nights I laid out semi-nude on her silk sheets so she could brainstorm with my back as a canvas, sponging off the mistakes and painting over layers of washed out color and sweat.
       “Thank you for driving me.”
       “Gem, of course. Do you need to stop for anything? Coffee?”
       “I need it, but I can’t. Stomach has to be empty so I’m not allowed.”
       “I think there’s room to wiggle there. Well, I need coffee, what do you think I should get?” She let me have a sip of the vanilla doubleshot latte I suggested she get, which ended up meaning half of it. “I won’t tell the doctors.”
       Lilly hummed along with the radio, softly, but she got most of the notes wrong so she was composing her own scores accompanied by background songs. I tracked the movement of the asphalt flowing under the wheels until I got dizzy, buoyed along on currents being baked under the summer sun, partly evaporated along mirage lines. I was one with the asphalt ocean. It made me sick.
       “We’re here, Gem. Let me walk you inside.” She kissed my forehead in the waiting room when the nurse called me back. “They won’t let me go with you.” My heart wanted to sink. It wanted to go back to the kitchen and cook for Lilly, to swallow having the wrong body for the right life. Good thing the traitor was getting taken out.
       “Gemima?”
       Lilly leaped a little, looked at the doors to surgery, then back to me, wincing. She wasn’t wearing makeup, her eyes had packed big indigo bags they made her carry. I hadn’t seen her freckles exposed for years. Her eyes looked rounder, childlike without prismacolor framing. “I love you.”
       She smiled for real again. “I’ll be here when you get out. I’ll buy a boat and come visit you too, okay?” She took my hands to squeeze, and then she let me go.
       The doctor prepared me for surgery, said “Are you ready?” like I would change my mind. I told him, “This body isn’t mine. I always felt the body that was mine as it should have been, phantom limbs but for the whole thing. I’m going to go so deep in the sea that no one will see me. I’ll just be.”


Noel Jones is a nonbinary writer living in Beloit, WI. They studied physics and creative writing at Beloit College. When not writing gothic horror about flowers or normalizing equations, they brew tea or get new tattoos.

I wrote this piece after stumbling across the concept of transmogrification while doing research on alchemy. Transmogrification is the transformation of the human body by magical means. I started to think of all the ways trans people change their bodies, or modify their expression, and how magical these transformations can be. This flash fiction is supposed to express some element of that magic.