Dara Goodale

collateral invertebrate

the deluge has come
with pipe-dream promises   
     of a cease-fire  
to ceaseless      rain:
worms writhe aimless
on asphalt—their water-gorged
burrows deserted   
in violent    surrender
        of    birthplace        
before the tunnels    caved    
there was no time to count
heads        somewhere 
a child is crying

in the inertia    of night
          worms ascend 
from subterranean haven     
to breathe     through damp
skin—cellophane pink  
that splits        raw
against the concrete
while hailstones fall
from the open
maw      of the sky

at the surface    they find
that there are worse things
than    drowning        
in domestic soil—
what of execution
far    from home
by men with guns
their tongues   foreign
some worms will    break
free       but death
    waits:   coiled    
like a serpent
beneath    the heels
of rubber boots

the truth:    it is still raining
& worms have no hands
to hold    each other—
nor    to pray:       even God
crumbles
in the aftershock
of wet   bombs        
that will ruin
whatever resists
whatever remains

 

cherry season

I swallow the pit   
on purpose:    I want to know
the taste of cyanide 
like how I microdose death    
& drop pennies  
that never reach
the center    of the Earth        
tell me:    did it hurt
when your life    
digested you    whole   

I want to feel    roots
grow     in my gut     
    intestines    entwined
           I need proof   
I’m not rotting:     I devour 
       ripe    stone   
fruit    from the corner store
& guilt    burns 
a hole   in my throat

when I go home
to my   empty
apartment:  I choke
on gravity     I sit in the dark  
while takeout menus
mock me    
from the kitchen counter    
taunt   with laminated   
tongues:
“let us guess—another table
 for one?”        &  again    
       you haunt    
the balcony     with your phantom
cigarette    smoke

last year     before
        you died
we sat on a bench
& threw bread at pigeons       
they pecked the ground    
in sync      mechanical     
    like wind-up toys
you joked     that the birds  
work for the government
    & we laughed until  
no sound came out   now 
that you’re gone   
I see the cameras   behind
their eyes         red
lights     blinking—

I’m under 24h surveillance
caught   on live CCTV   
    while I ruin
whatever    morning   
fits    in my hands—
      another wet season 
of breakdowns    on train platforms:
I always think about you  
when it rains

 

Dara Goodale (they/them) is a Romanian-American queer multigenre writer and university student living in Lausanne, Switzerland. Their work has appeared or is forthcoming in Hayden’s Ferry Review, the American Poetry Journal, Cleaver Magazine, Thimble Literary Magazine, Sky Island Journal, and more. Dara is a Pushcart nominee and was a finalist for the Gasher Press 2025 Bennett Nieberg Transpoetic Broadsize Prize. You can find them on Instagram @daragoodale and online at daragoodale.com