Vanessa Rose

Venus

Back in October
    I found her
between tightly stacked shops,
    on a cobblestone street,

the smell of
myrrh + old paper
piercing through
    the thick scent
        of London rain.

Venus, cast in wax-
    not just soft,
            observant.
A goddess
    for my altar
        (not for their bed).

As I light her,
    I touch my hips-
unshrinkable.

With each breath
    they stretch
           demand space;
no apology.

My belly, soft not hard,
    spills out
        of denim
             like rivers
        that refuse
               to be contained.

My breasts looking like hoses-
    I watered
         garden after garden
    none of them bloomed
         (for me).

Now withered.
Still they try
    to suck the spring
         of another Venus
             dry.

My double chin:
    a layer of love
         I wore too long,
    tucked beneath smiles.

It tells the story:
    I bent.
    Until my spine broke.
Yet I am not in ruins.

They mistake
    softness
for surrender-
    but Venus
         does not bow.
She burns.

I rise
    from melted wax,
each curve
    a rebellion.

Witness me:
    not what’s left-
            what stays.

            Unshrinkable.
                    Unashamed.
                            Divine.

 

I Was Never Meant to be Tamed

velvet night
    my mouth tastes
        of burned sage
            & deliberate sin.
purple ink spills
    ancestral pain,
        coiled like dna
            deep
                within.
in the past
    i bore many names –
            now call me
                witch
                    before
                        anything else.
barefoot,
    i dance
        on broken vows,
            transmuting lead
                into gold.
this body – a portrait:
            time cracked
                the frame,
            sketched in stillness,
                now
                    erased
                        in motion.
she who shapes,
            she who tears,
                she who mends –
                    or none of it
                        at all.
                            you
                                were never meant
                                    to be tamed.

 

Vanessa Rose is a neurodivergent, bilingual poet based in Germany with deep U.S. American roots. Her work explores themes of self-empowerment, body politics and transformation through a witchy, feminist lens. Drawing from personal experience and the archetypal power of the feminine, she crafts vivid imagery that challenges societal expectations of beauty and identity. Her poetry blends raw emotion with striking, often provocative metaphors, creating space where vulnerability meets rebellion. When she’s not writing, Vanessa enjoys playing video games and spending time with her rescue cats.