Elegy for the movement of elegy
arousal the harbinger of a flood of blood
blood sprinkles on a country’s fresh map vermillion—
vermillion parting desire on a wife’s perceptible head
head butt to crash a legendary World Cup dream—
dream emboldens synonyms into antonyms’ golden teeth
teeth not transmitting from master to apprentice smiles—
smiles an earnest man signing his marriage certificate
certificate the nature of my clumsy talents forgettable—
forgettable first words of manhood clasping a cresting wonder
wonder how you tolerated for so long my gasoline breath—
breath taken away from those who went to schools unblessed
unblessed light in sooty warehouses crossing out little cheeks—
cheeks docile turning right to left found blued indescribable dead
dead clad themselves in shrouds of roses smelled wholesome sad—
sad the untainted hurt of fruit ripened swallowed unbitten
unbitten remains the altar of my tongue’s accomplished lack—
lack in the shape of grace every vanquished body realized
realized a future mother waist deep in marriage miscarriage—
miscarriage a world I sailed past pushed by inconceivable arousal
Satya Dash is the recipient of the 2020 Srinivas Rayaprol Poetry Prize. His poems appear in Waxwing, Wildness, Redivider, Passages North, The Boiler, The Florida Review, Prelude, The Cortland Review and The Journal among others. Apart from having a degree in electronics from BITS Pilani-Goa, he has been a cricket commentator too. He has been nominated previously for Orison Anthology, Best of the Net and Best New Poets. He grew up in Cuttack, Odisha and now lives in Bangalore. He tweets at: @satya043