Video Loop : Tel Aviv Airport panic attack
israel: land of creation
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Travel Notice:
תיירים יכולים לוותר מתביעה לפי
200 דולר סחורה
tourists can forego claiming under
200 USD in merchandise
يمكن للسياح التخلي مدعيا تحت
200 دولار أمريكي في البضائع
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israeli man points / camera towards / himself, kisses / his wife, subtle / smile at sunset
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woman in white
-face, opera house
vignette – strips skirt;
flesh, bare white against
spotlight’s glare,
seeking sunlight –
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Travel Advisory:
the following are prohibited:
weapons/ عملاء كيميائيين/
المواد الإباحية / الكحول
العطور أكثر من 3 أوقية
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israel: land
of creation
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violinist touches string
as he might a lover –
soft vibratto, wrist
a delicate symphony –
a woman’s soft lips
against clarinet [zoom out]
full concert hall –
glaring spotlight –
(couple making aaliyah / cuts in front of / teleprompter – child / in hand, 3 children / in their shadow)
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it’s been an hour // since they took Z // at security – he was // the only dark-skinned muslim // in our group // my cross hangs heavy // around my throat // & name // & bloodline –
Travel Advisory:
beware of prohibited materials
beware of أسلحة
tourists can forego (themselves)
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israel:
land
of creation
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[Tel Aviv
shoreline] – sunset,
a bearded man kicks
soccer ball – same Israeli
couple interlocks lips
& countries – spoils of
conquest (90 minutes // Z
Isn’t back ) knife caresses
wine glass
full of another
savior’s
blood, again –
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the couple is gone.
the airport, empty
aside from our
collective pulse –
i re-activate facebook
turn on my phone
& relay the good news –
i’m home
( no word from Z )
i’m finally
Home –
Infinite: a history of parallel bodies
The following poem concerns a character, Elizabeth, from the video game Bioshock: Infinite. She has the power to form holes in the space-time continuum and travel between parallel universes. The game begins in the reality where Elizabeth is confined in a dark tower which drains her powers, and is guarded by a metallic beast, the Songbird, in order to be studied as specimen and later brainwashed by their society’s dictator. In all realities, we arrive at Elizabeth by traveling through a lighthouse.
I. portrait of specimen in dark universe
in the beginning, there was
the body. a you, finite enough
to reside, compact, in the confines
of space & time –
but before there was
a you, there was the empty. that resides strong
in the body. a longing. a definition – can the body
exist without the Loneliness it counters
& inhabits –
yes – the Loneliness grew strong within
you. made a world of you, dark
& vast as the beast that guards it;
became a copper-lunged thing;
a throat that sings without breathing,
strips the music from your little
bones; winged beast of metallic
claw & its anthem of shredding wire:
all the delicate machinery built
to contain you –
but in this reality, you are tame
& young. small. hollow
-boned, yet shatterproof in all
your body’s oblivious histories.
you cannot know the way you split galaxies
with a single breath; the universes
your hands can unlock in a single strike –
your history, a petty matchbox; a thing that ignites
with friction & hands, always the hands;
you are oblivious of the scientists
behind the screens, who claim
they built you; observing the specimen
of you – who built a tower in you,
the Lonely that makes you retreat
into yourself; who wrote the books
you could never find yourself in; books
that claim they saved you & built all
the delicate machinery & winged
beasts that strip you of flight & sweet
entropy;
wingless child –
the body is an infinity
you have yet to unravel –
II. portrait of specimen as apocalypse
what you know of history is a conjuring of endless winter; in this
reality, a decade of torture, cast upon your body makes you body
of bloodied riot, memory jaded
collapsing under the dust
of you – of men & their science
who built a dictator in you & the universe, you
inherited – who
made Atlas of you –
placed the weight of their
universe on your shoulders
& begged a genesis of you –
in this reality, you are a god
in some sense. Galaxies,
collapsing under the rage
of you, a drunk architecture
of limbs, horizons swept
into a singularity & all the stars
on your breath; behold the weapon
they made of your infinity –
in the wrong hands,
you are body of endless
rapture; the beautiful
devastation of endless
histories repeating them
-selves, of endless
fruition, a lineage
of hands, of endless
wreckage, of
body endless –
of endless
of endless
of endless
II. portrait of specimen as lighthouse, in spacetime continuum
or the ghost of my cis gender haunts the genderfluid topology of my body
Instructions: cut and paste this poem onto a knotted 3-dimensional realization of a projective plane – a topological space that cannot exist, without knotting in
on itself at a single point, in dimensions lower than 4. The “you” is to be placed at the point of singularity; the paths stemming from the “you” merely conform to
the topology of the space. This poem is a trajectory
from the self, back to the self.
a lighthouse: there is always: a lighthouse: there is always:
a man: a lighthouse: searching: there is always: hands
searching: the man: the lighthouse: the blood: on his
searching hands: there is always a man who claims
he built you: with his hands: searching: brief light
-houses: there is always the hands: that made: that
searched: that parted: history: there is always a history:
of hands: trapped between past: and present: hands
that built: a history: of you: there is always: a you: strong
-blooded: heavy-handed: a lighthouse: an infinity of them:
a trace: a lineage: a man: who claims you: and your non
-linear histories: a man: who searches: an infinity: of dim
-ensions: and impossible bloodlines: for the work: of his own:
hands: a map: there is always: a map: that leads him: to you:
his own: his blood: searching: a map: a lighthouse: there is always:
a lighthouse: a nail: a door: a man: searching: an infinity: of light
-houses: for you: a map: of history: of men: like him: who built:
an infinity: a bloodline: a you: to conquer: heavy-handed: there is
always: a you: a thing: with blood: and hands: trapped: between two
impossible: realities: there is always: the man: with an infinity:
of hands: who claims: he built you: always: a you: built: of man:
of hands: this man: these hands: this lighthouse: this search: this want:
this history: these hands: this infinite: bloodline: searching: reaching:
IV. portrait of specimen at baptism
you killed a man today.
let his blood darken
the waters he found
himself in; found his
god in; before he birthed
one; yes, the infinity
the history, the dim
-ensions placed on you
makes you god, child;
which makes you bloody
-handed, yes, but at his
expense, you escaped
the massacre of your
-self; made all the
necessary wounds to get
here, with your God,
his lungs emptying
beneath the surface
of his own making;
Father, isn’t this everything
you asked of your greatest
creations? to quiet
the pulse of every blood
seeking to end you?
what of the self can exist
after it destroys its maker?
isn’t this the most graceless
suicide; to escape not only
the body, but the history
it was born into –
V. litany for specimen as Songbird
praise the bones hollow enough
to fit a body in – the expense of wings;
teach me how to fly, despite the weight
placed onto my human form;
call hallowed the ones who can bare
this weight of me; cast their names
into an eternal promise to sunrise
& call them blessed ephemerality,
holiest impermenance; teach me to find music
in that, for where there is song, there is voice
& where there is voice, there is reason
to wander, to love, to rediscover
being; teach me how to wear my blood
without wanting to escape it;
teach me to be a thing that does not snap
btween my abuser’s hands;
teach me to be a thing not hunted
by its own magic;
to unlearn the body & its forsaken
histories; how it molds itself into godless iron
every wound, a battle song, a small rebellion;
teach me to find praise in that –
in this testimony of sacrifice; in the restless
homes I built in unforgiving stratospheres;
teach me how to sing without apologizing
for the space i take up –
teach me to find glory in flight, despite every
winter & migration this body inherits;
how not all resurrections are worth praise & ceremony
but that i still sing is testament to how my voice
& the voices of the lineage & ghosts i carry
still live, loudly; still sing praise to every god
who failed them, reminding them of this lineage
of the bold blooded; how we tear down entire universes
in a single breath & apologize for none of it,
in spite of every apology we write our bodies into;
despite everything that claims us weapon,
or terrorist, or specimen; despite every wall,
every scalpel, every blade that clipped us of flight,
we sing –
we rise –
we fly
Home –
George Abraham is a Palestinian-American Poet, Activist, and Engineering PhD Candidate at Harvard University. He is the author of two chapbooks: al youm, winner of the Atlas Review’s 2016 chapbook contest, and the specimen’s apology, forthcoming with Sibling Rivalry Press. His poetry has appeared or is forthcoming in Vinyl, Apogee, Kweli, Hawai’i Review, Tinderbox Poetry Journal, and anthologies such as Bettering American Poetry 2016, Nepantla, and the Ghassan Kanafani Palestinian Literature Anthology.